Hi all! It's Tuesday night and I'm already looking forward to the weekend. Two days, two meetings where one was at least 3 hours and the other about 5 all together. I'm not used to sitting for these long periods of time.... My kids in class are beginning to get tired of having their schedule disrupted. Oh well....
I had to do something last week that I hate doing. It's one of the reasons I've stopped dating in the past. I had been seeing someone since late November and he is a nice guy. I have been trying to feel something in the relationship, but it just wasn't there like it should be. One night about 2 weeks ago we were talking on the phone and he began talking about getting married or living together. I was stunned and surprised. Later, like the next day or so when I really started to think about it, I had a panic attack. Last week, we saw each other and the subject that I am a loner came up. I told him I had been this way for a very long time and I wasn't sure I would ever be comfortable living with someone or even they with me. I have not talked to him since that day. We have IM'd once and he told me he was 'in a mood.' I phoned the next day and he wasn't home, so I sent an e-mail to say I hope is past his mood. He has read it, but did not respond. It bothers me a little to think he won't fight for our relationship or even try to keep the lines of communication going. I guess that answers that question.......
Have a good rest of the week.... More later...
BamaWmn46
